flunctuation

sighhh. that post was just plain violent. again...i apologize.

on a side note....the holiday season is approaching. the season where i gain 10 pounds. haha. i can't help it. turkey, stuffing, candy, mashed potato, cakes, ice cream...! i am a huge fan of food. i love thanksgiving. every year my family has this huge party at my house. its a tradition. and we have SO MUCH FOOD. course, we always have the traditional stuff-turkey etc. last year was the biggest. we had maybe 120 people. all of the foreign exchange students+tons of others. and all of the kids watched kung fu panda so we had like 20 little boys rolling around kicking eachother. i loved it though. my mom? not so much.

another part of the holiday season i love is the weather. i don't know how to explain it...but there's this different feeling to the air. not just cold but....crisp...? it smells different too. im not crazy. ahhhh. that's just outside though. the smell of food cooking inside on christmas is the best. (haha back to food)and candles. its just amazing. plus presents. but more then that, the feeling of love when my family's all together and at home. sometimes i actually cry because it feels so good when my family's all together. :) ahhh. can't wait.

that was a long post...but it made me feel good. organized my thoughts at least.....kind of. until next time---steph