long story short..

i couldn't post anything on my blogger because some weird .."virus" thingie (i'm not exactly sure what it was...) kept directing me to another website. and i got angry and frustrated that i had poured my extra time into this little blog and now it was REJECTING ME. okay..not really. but i wasn't thinking straight. and so i made a tumblr.

yes. blogger, i have abandoned you. but fear not, i will visit from time to time. of course, no one actually reads this...so....i guess this does not matter.

i shall mourn by myself. :( btw..heres the link. effany.tumblr.com
not very creative. i know. its just a more beautiful version of this blogger. haha. but truly, tumblr functions better than blogger. the only problem i have with it is that you can't comment on other people's posts. blech. oh well.

sigh

hi stephanie

hello there old buddy

hehe. im just going to go ahead and pretend that i haven't completely been ignoring my poor, neglected little blog. ahhhhhh...not in the mood to blog--but i feel like i should say SOMETHING so...here i am!

good things: i got my first issue of mail order teen vogue, i just finished watching the entire series bourne series, and i got a prezzie from someone i know. hehe. i hate it when people say that. so i'm just going to say it.
bad things: i have two projects due and i'm hungryyyyy.

oh another good thing: giulia and emily are following me on google buzz. that makes me happy.

wrapping paper, GPA's, and stupid history

i'm at church writing on this blog when i SHOULD BE---> at church studying for my two tests tomorrow. but honestly...i don't want to. so im procrastinating horribly and waiting until 10 to start studying for stupid history and bible. scratch that. NOT stupid bible.

Me: sorry god.

just stupid bible class. seriously. who cares whether we know the "route of jesus" for every STINKIN CHAPTER. aha. oops. got to go. my moms coming. going home ahhhh!

lalala

blahblahblah. that's how i feel right now. coughing from all that SCREAMING on sunday. my bday just passed---sunday:) feels good to be thirteen. haha. actually--it feels the same. and although there was no big party or gifts, it was fine. i don't care about not getting anything. oddly enough, my friends seem to care more than me. the first thing "adefafadfsdfawrgawreytaw" asked me on monday was, "what did you get?" that made me sad. :( why are we SO focused on materialistic things.

side note: i'm such a hypocrite. i'm critisizing her while I do the same exact thing. sigh. haha.

it kinda bummed me out that i had to spend my bday at the courts breaking my back trying to get impossible balls. but whatever. it didn't bug me that i was at vball--more so about the fact that i missed CHURCH. am i becoming more focused on vball than god? it's not that...i don't think. i have some straighting out to do with god. until then, blogging is on temporary hold.

UNTIL THEN----love you all. hugs. kisses.

i don't feel..

good. happy. excited. i just feel downright tired. haha. bad news or good news first?
i'll just share the bad news first because that's just the type of person i am. aha. bad news: it's the last day of the weekend. my sister's gone. i spent the whole day today driving her up there and back..my dad's not home. my mom's cranky. and the list goes on and on. sigh. good news: i'm sick so i may not be going to school tomorrow. 100 something fever. and my bones ACHE. so, so much. thank you god for advil.

so that was MY day. don't let me bring you down. don't worry, be happy. and know that god is there for you.

i feel..

tired. drained. but looking forward to the girls day out thing tomorrow! really hope it doesn't rain. that would just RUIN our fun-oeing plans. aha. yesterday was...fun..? interesting. joanne is a cutie. and NO. eugene was not there. updates to come..