lalala

blahblahblah. that's how i feel right now. coughing from all that SCREAMING on sunday. my bday just passed---sunday:) feels good to be thirteen. haha. actually--it feels the same. and although there was no big party or gifts, it was fine. i don't care about not getting anything. oddly enough, my friends seem to care more than me. the first thing "adefafadfsdfawrgawreytaw" asked me on monday was, "what did you get?" that made me sad. :( why are we SO focused on materialistic things.

side note: i'm such a hypocrite. i'm critisizing her while I do the same exact thing. sigh. haha.

it kinda bummed me out that i had to spend my bday at the courts breaking my back trying to get impossible balls. but whatever. it didn't bug me that i was at vball--more so about the fact that i missed CHURCH. am i becoming more focused on vball than god? it's not that...i don't think. i have some straighting out to do with god. until then, blogging is on temporary hold.

UNTIL THEN----love you all. hugs. kisses.