bittersweet

i'm sad that he's gone. he's blessed so many lives at our church. and of COURSE i don't want him to go. but if that's god's plan for him, who am i to say anything about it? so i wish him well...and i hope that god works through him. i'm happy for the next youth group that gets him. but still...i hate goodbyes. sigh. today was definitely one of those bittersweet days. full of tears AND laughter.